The man took off his suit, folding it precariously, and then
placing it on the wood in the fireplace. He stripped till stark and naked,
putting the rest of his articles upon the firewood as well. The blood from his
clothes began to drip slowly, with a well-organized cadence, the rhythm
matching his unsteady heartbeat. He breathed heavily as he lifted his deep
crimson tie in front of his face, fumbling with his lighter. Finally igniting a
spark, he pressed it against the tie. The bottom of the tie slowly shifted to
black, finally catching fire. The embers steadily consumed the tie, the fiery
tongues licking the sides of the cloth. The man tossed the burning fabric on
top of the suit, the neophyte flames rapidly plaguing the clothes.
Taking a
deep breath he stared into the growing flames, warmth and color returning to
his wan skin. His eyes glazed over with the fresh memories and blood. He
remembered more than he wanted to, looked at more than he needed to. He rubbed
his bare chest, his heart thumping so hard he’d fear his neighbors would hear.
The man realized his hand was smeared with red as if he crushed a handful of
raspberries. Taken aback he realized his whole front body was glistening with
blood as well. Taking two steps back, he slipped into the bathroom. Purposely avoiding
the mirror, he opened the glass door and flung the shower handle to maximum
heat. He stepped into the cleansing water.
The man
took the pristine white soap, scrubbing it against his scalded skin. The
crusted blood began to chip away, crumbling under the pressure of his harsh
scouring. The crimson water cascaded down his flesh, swirling with fervor as it
rounded the mouth of the drain like a merry-go-round. Completely cleansed of
his outer filth, the man pressed his hands upon the bright yellow tiles, cold
and unforgiving. The man accepted the liquid fire, turning his skin raw and
red. His blood boiling as much as the water, he thought about what he had done.
He hung his head, the water trickling from his nose and lips into the drain.
The man was stricken with his actions and grief, no amount of alleviation
enough to heal his soul.